Love has to be the most easiest thing to get into.
And the hardest thing to fall out of.
Takes years to trick the heart that this feeling is real and deserving and necessary.
In a world of independent women and not needing a man
or men being no good and unambitious
feeling a foreign secure feeling of care
takes some getting used.
The need of being needed and wanted.
Looking in my mirror I ask myself why and then he tells me what I have been needing to hear and that feeling rises.
sneaks the hardest of us into a dark corner and keeps us face first in
the crook of the corners of extreme care and adoration and healing.
Pain builds a wall and separates us from our child selves
the very innocent and pure beings that we were
the youth that saw life as a new thing everyday until the dark realities overpopulated our psyche.
before the conditioning took place.
Looking into the eyes of a man and seeing exactly who God made him to be.
The eyes hold a vision that only you are allowed to peek at.
The man with the eyes that you are staring in loves you enough to share his complete whole self with you.
To watch you break down repeatedly
continuously watch you get up and tackle life.
He wants to spend the rest of his life with you and buy you a home type love.
gives new meaning to being selfless
it means having conversations and each accepting responsibility for ones’ action
being bad and selfish
rude and disrespectful
stubborn and prideful
beautiful and flawed.
A quiet love
where nobody evens knows his name and you like it like that because he doesn’t want what you want he wants more
being divine order
God man woman child
God Love for a man
is one that has undertones of indecisiveness
it is very human in all of its levels
there are things that go on that will never go on
and decisions that are made that do not make sense.
Love takes a whole lot of patience and understanding and kindness
because hearts break too frequently and badly to be played with.
We are all getting older.
We must cherish who God sent and weigh the good against the bad.
Be of good heart and good faith.
Love our neighbors
as we love ourselves.
As God Loves Us.